I wish heaven was open for vacations

I'm not even sure where heaven is

I'm not even sure what heaven is

I'm not even sure if is a place

But I just know heaven is good

I could use that kind of good

Don't be mistaken

I am happy

I love life with my husband

I have more than enjoyed the opportunities here in Sterling

But some times have come that have left me begging in the dirt

And with each situation

I am helpless

I take on the responsibility of all my families well-being

I am limited with what I can there

I can only give my body a certain amount of health

Sometimes abnormalities happen

I can only help the loss and lonely to a certain extinct

I cannot be the one that changes their mind

I long for more of God

And a taste of His heaven

Even the slighest scent of His heaven

Could put together the broken pieces of my family

Restore my body to full health

Bring the wandering into His arms

If only heaven was open for vacation